This journey is difficult backbones are creaking because of the sheer weight but can not stop forget any rest don't curse nobody forced you nobody asked you to take this load on to your shoulders you did it yourself you did it willingly because innerself was telling that was it that looked like the right thing but much wiser now you see the missed options What is the use of belated elightenment you have to carry the load to the bitter end whatever your effort don't expect any appreciation Nobody will ever take notice of What you have accomplished let alone any thanks If you have aches and pain take a Panadol If you have a pain in the heart take a Cardipirin that is to keep the pump going That is what everybody does That is the best advise the world can give.... March forward ! 13-08-26