This is all what I can give you now! My dear!!

My cheeks are wet, as I miss you dear,
I know you cannot see, feel or hear.
Everything is gone with your soul and gear
Yet, left a heavy luggage for me to clear.

Memories of forty plus eight long years
In motherland, countries far and near,
Sharing with you with smiles and tears,
Along with the offspring so cute and dear!

Your anger, humour, sarcasm, oh dear!
"Unparalleled justice" your icon so clear,
Your wisdom cleverness inherited,
no fear,
Even to the grandkids your gift so pure.

You left me the empty chair with visuals here,
Of last two years sitting besides you dear
To feel your strong grip and smile sincere
Enjoying the occasional word pleading to be near!

It was torture to witness yourself disappear,
Exposing the sticky bones and flesh less rear,
Yet I valued your look cum breath, sign of life my dear,
Breathing stopped ,eyelids dropped that was the bye I always feared!

Now that you are gone have no other fear,
To take the flight to destination unclear,
Will live with Dhamma, till run up is clear,
Wishing you a smooth ride to the station beyond sphere!